我要回我的生活!
I want my fuckin' life back!

我要自欺才能够快乐?
Do I lie to myself to be happy?

我要相信世界不是我想象出来的
I have to believe in a world outside my own mind.

记忆是强逼不来的，施压只有弄巧反拙。
that you can't bully someone into remembering.The more pressure you're under, the harder it gets."

要养成井井有条的习惯
You really need a system if you're gonna make it work.

记不记得无所谓，即使记不得依然值得做。
Doesn't make any difference whether I know about it.Just because there are things I don't remember doesn't make my actions meaningless.

即使闭上眼睛,世界并没有消失。
The world doesn't just disappear when you close your eyes, does it?"

要防范别人故意混淆你
You have to be wary of other people writing stuff for you,

我们是谁，我们在做什么，我们生活下去的意义是什么，这一切都需要我们的记忆来告诉我们。我们的世界，是不是没有了记忆就消失不见，我们是在为记忆而活？
Who we are and what we are doing, we live, what is the point of all this need to tell us our memory. In our world, is not the memory will disappear, we are live for memory?

为了替自己制造一个解不开的谜
To create a puzzle you could never solve.

我要相信我所做的事仍然有意义
I have to believe that my actions still have meaning,"